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& I'll never let go Jack, I promise TITANIC ): I SWEAR ITS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE YOU CAN KEEP CRYING OVER AND OVER FOR HOURS. AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT YOU HAVE A VERY BAD COUGH SO YOU'RE LIKE CHOKING ON YOUR TEARS. seriously. the movie is really good. shit. Just hearing the song makes me want to cry all over again AGAIN. stupid dicaprio, such a fine portrayal of Jack. I HATE TRAGEDIES ): I HATE TITANIC. I watched titanic just yesterday cause I was really bored at home and I was too sick to get out of bed to do anything else so I turned on my recorded shows and pressed the play button, not knowing what I have gotten myself into. AND THERE IT IS. LITRES AND PAILS OF TEARS. AND ITS ALL THE STUPID SONG'S FAULT BECAUSE IT HAS SUCH A MELANCHONIC TUNE TO IT AND JUST MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY EVEN HARDER. And it doesnt help that the actor and actresses are so good and dicaprio is so good-looking and he died. yeah, thats it. When I go back to school and people ask me how's being sic...

& sloth gets the girl yay, the weekends are here (: I must say, this whole week has been pretty good, and im almost done with my geog peetee yay (: GOODNESS BUT BUT I still have more to go so I shall not get carried away. Anyway, on thursday, Yufei dragged me to watch thriple bill which showcases three drama school pieces at their SYF and they're really really cool (: We went to support Jasmine la, shes so cute albeit acting such a creepy character. The arts house is a really pretty place and they have exhibitions by Lasalle there too. So we went to take a look. OH BEFORE THAT we went to do our work at the ACM (ancient civilisation museum). I tell you, its the best place to study/do work or whatsoever because its so quiet and theres music in the background and and the whole environment just deserves three thumbs up! HAHAHA I love myself for finding that place hee (: Oh ya, so it was Germaine Yufei and catshin that went with me (: okay I got to say all the plays were really good...

; tonight, we have the Eiffel to ourselves Its wednesday, and Im suffering from post-LOA. Lessons has been really fast-paced yet time always passes so slowly. AND the teachers are all pushing and pushing and Im really sick of it, and so are many I think. One by one, I see my classmates all shagged out, listless and just so dull, and it really hurts to see them all blank. People taking naps when they can, refusing to go down for recesses, doing work even after lessons ended and all. It must have really been hard. Well, probably because I had the whole of previous week off to rejuvenate and recharge my energy, so thats why I don't suffer from this, yet. Its only the fourth week of the third term and people are already dragging themselves to school.Hollywood got it all wrong, schools are not all sing and dance, joy and laughter. Therein lies the fragile little hearts struggling to cope with the emotional turbulence, upcoming projects and exams and DID I MENTION I HAVE PROJECTS DATELIN...

answer the phone, please. its already the tenth time ):

live fast, love hard, die young; I woke up at 11 today; yeah so much for wanting to do geog pt first thing in the morning cause guess what its already way past noon and Im still here. I don't usually wake up so late, but I have a very good explanation for it: project runway (: I finally found the time to watch my long due project runway finale yesterday night, at 1am! This is because my dear parents were hogging onto the television. You can force your sister out of the computer, but not your parents. So I waited since 12 for them to finish watching their whatever show, but I did maths in the meantime and I got really frustrated because I didn't know how to do alot of questionss. And I feel that I have all the right in the world to not know how to do, because I didn't attend any math lessons (except 1 which just went through Eulid or something) and çoordinate geometry is totally beyond my ken. So, I tore my paper, flushed it down the toilet bowl and my heart went down with i...

HAPPY BIG FAT BIRTHDAY MUM (: im sure she had a whale of her time, considering the fact that my dad had to take leave, I had to go off quarantine and phionna missed a day in school. and thats all because its her BIRTHDAY haha. you're a queen, mum/ anyway, we all went to this really really awesome SHIMA (jap restaurant) at goodwood park, and its JAPANESE BUFFETTTT. ah, all my life, I've been waiting for a japanese buffet. I mean, japanese food is enough to make me falter, but a BUFFET?! im just floating on seventh heaven hee. its really really good. and i'll probably post pictures some other time or something im dead tired. OH OH OH OH AND THEN WE WENT TO WATCH HARRRY POTTTERRRRR AHHH. I thought it was pretty good. Well,the plot didn't fair well compared to the prequels, i mean so what is snape is the half-blood prince right?! LIKE SO SO SO HE FREAKING KILLED DUMBLEDORE AND I HATE HIM :/ well, I know this is a bit slow and many million people would have already posted t...

AHHAHA OH MY SHIT WHY DO I KEEP POSTING. anyway the school just called me and it was miss christina! ahaha shes so adorable. Anyway, she said that I can only go back to school next monday which means I have a one week holiday YAY (: ahahhaha so on monday when I go back to school, then I'll die. so much catching up to do. and she said that I should try not to leave home as much as possible only until sunday. MY HARRY POTTER IS GONE :/ OH OH OH OMG i get to go to the museum yes yes (: the da vinci museum. oh i've been trying to find time and voila, i have it now! okay, maybe i'll go tomorrow. Then thursday, since its my mum's birthday, I have the excuse to go out and celebrate righttt. so HP6 on thursday yay! oh my goodness, if the school sees this they're going to cancel my LOA hahaha. okay, this schedule is still tentative cause I may decide to be a considerate citizen hee (: what are the odds, you say. okay dinner time (: oh, and i want to thank those who thought I...

; there's room for two Approximately 7 hours has passed and I am counting still, because I would like to see how long could I stand not doing any work at all without feeling a pinch of guilt. Well, maybe not a pinch, if not I would have already failed by now. But so far, I've got through 7 hours of a school day without doing any work at all yay me (: Okay, Im aiming for 10 hours. Pretty soon, Im going to have my life back(: Anyway, I was uploading my phone pictures into the computer and I found the above picture. Its so cute right. I was doing this doing maths I think (: HAHAH credit goes to Joey's MnMs (: AND AND AND I HAVE REALLY REALLY CUTE NEIGHBOURS reallly, and they inist I take a picture with them (: AND EUNICE THE ONE WHO BUGSS ME (irritatingly) for her picturesss (: We spent our last June holiday doing something really meaningful( donation drive), helping our old friend, deborah and grace (: and of course, how can I do justice to my camwhore buddy without picture...

& feast on your life So it all started when Aru and I were sititng in the cab, happily making our way to school. I was trying to have my forty winks when I felt vibrations and realised only two phone calls later that it was my phone that was ringing. pfft so I wondered, it must be Jody or Persa forgetting their hair bands or this and that and asking if I have extra but no, it was Parisa. MHMM so I answered and so goes the interesting conversation. Parisa: Are you in school already ? Me: Nope, not yet. why? Parisa: Oh, then make a detour and go home! Me: WHAT WHY :/ But the cab fare would skyrockett (Aru is looking intently at me) Parisa: Oh, cause cause one girl at the arts fest was confirmed with H1N1 so you have to be quarrantined. Nico : WHAT NO ): But im already in schoool. Parisa: oh, then go to the hall. Nico: Oh then nvm, I'll go homeeee. YAY (: So no school for about a week or two hee (: Anyway, I don't even know this girl so oh wells. So, I passed my cheesecake and...

& riot van, jean! I THINK I HAVE MOOD SWINGS. heheh I had such an awesome Monday, and on Sunday I was comtemplating death. Okay, thats just for dramatic effect, but I did feel lousy on Sunday but screw it, cause I had the most amazing Monday ever. And I don't even know why. So I probably won't be posting for a while, cause I only post when I need to rant or whatsoever yay (: Lessons today were so mind draining. like ss and philo ah, back to back :/ I felt like all my little smart molecules are diffusing away, bit by bit. And it doesn't help that my water bottle was so far away from me.OH WHICH REMINDS ME I left my bottle in school last saturday and my current now is leaking :/ and today's philosophy circle of inquiry thing was so heated! It was pretty scary; only when I stepped back could I see how mhmmm PASSIONATE RGS GIRLS ARE. No wonder the rest always have this opinion that rgs girls are very agressive and domineering.Well, its true to a certain extent. But, its...

; nor time, nor space, nor distance have you ever felt that you skydived, walked through a dense forest, had to hunt then stayed awake the whole night keeping watch. consecutively. well, thats exactly how I feel today. it was so so tiring and fast-paced and I could hardly keep my momentum going and my saturday is gone. GONE ): I hate it when the weekends go so fast. stupid time, im sorry. i received my piano's exam schedule today and i was like ahhhh so this is it. well, these are just some of the things you go through every year and you thought mhmm I have so much time left to practise and stuff and wheeee its here already. ahh im going to practise every day every night and keep all my neighbours awake. if i still have the energy that is. and i caught my sassy girl on star movies just now, while trying to fall asleep but I didnt because much as i hate to admit it, its pretty good. I haven't watch the korean adaptation but Im sure this one is way better. and it has my all-time ...

your faith walks on broken glass; end of week 2 (: 8 more to go, yes im counting mind you. so stupid time, im gonna kick your ass until you go faster. don't make me whip you. Anyway, I cant believe my whole Saturday tomorrow will be gone and everything, then sunday, then its a OSIM again. Today was fine I guess. not as bad as I thought, but hid in the toilet during ss. cant take it anymore la. I've been such a bitch i deserve to be shot, but then again i've such lovely and really good friends and sometimes I think Im the luckiest girl alive. Okay, this does not make sense but whatever. ONE, TWENTY ONE GUNS halfway through time travellers' and seeing you guys make me so happy, really.

how many times do i have to tell you had such a bad week :/ didn't know how much I would miss you guys until I had to choose. anyway, no matter what happens, I swear you guys are my top priority. even if I chose otherwise.

& TIME IS HIS INNER WIFE LOVE STORY MEETS VIVA LA VIDA (: this video is so inspirational, mhmm watch it after August Rush or something! It is not the music nor the fusion of the both songs that touches, but the expressions of these two musicians that is so extraordinary! Seeing how both of them played with such passion and love for the melody, smiling and all is so sugary sheesh. Jon Schmidt actually wrote this arrangement for his daughter Sarah, just because one fine day they went on a family trip, and in the car, Sarah heard it over the radio and commented that Daddy, this is my favourite song you know. I like how at first all hope seems lost, when she keeps waiting for Romeo but he never comes. And then all is fine at the end, when he talks to the Dad and picks out a white dress and they lived happily ever after. LA DEE DA. Anyway, really good arrangement (: Schmidt's a genius anyway. He composed this song All of Me and it is 42 pages long if I am not wrongg and has 5 keys e...

I believe in music the way some people believe in fairytales AUGUST RUSH (: strangely enough, I have a friend named August who's equally talented in music hahah. My son will be named August! Anyway, I've watched August Rush in school today AGAIN for the upteenth time; stupid speaker keeps going on and off and Jody was just being a cynical self And Persa and Ade the I-love-blue-eyes fan club haha! Goodness, I am so glad no one reads this blog so I could have this all to myself and post whatever whatever I like yeah! August Rush is really such an inspiration and it just makes me want to hug my piano and kiss it a thousand times. It is just so heartwarming to see how music could connect everyone and oh YOUTUBE, the ultimate. Everyone went like " oh, August Rush, so chessy" But its so far from that. Its cheesy in a good way and August is so so cute hee (: OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD (: was his birthday yesterday and we went out to celebate! went to marche at vivo and it was a r...

& seldom heard around: your truth I just spent 5 hours in the hot afternoon snuggled up in a little world of my own, with eyes fervently scanning through the lines of “The Pact” by Jodi Picoult. To be frank, I was never a reader. I wasn’t born to be one anyway, with a snail-mail pace of turning pages and synthesising all the information. But this book caught my attention and it was indeed a page-turner. On a school day, a self-confessed nerd would never spend her whole afternoon reading a novel. A chick lit in a sense, wasting her precious time away. But I did it yes. And now I am paying it all back, with guilt angel resting on my shoulder screaming “you have pts that are undone. No wait, not even touched on yet” Mhmm yeah, thanks a lot, alter ego. Well, I do have to admit that the 5 hours did not go to waste. The book was entrancing and very realistic, with a tinge of sadness and melancholy to it. It was beautiful yet tragedic; nerve-wrecking yet perfect. What a beautiful love sto...