deafening silence

why doesnt kindness begets kindness? why is this world full of lies? why is there hatred? why is life so unfair? why is there so many unanswered questions? why are there betrayers? why are there hypocrites? all of them are just the same.. JUST THE SAME!! all they do is push u down the hill. never once did they not. I"VE HAD IT!!! everyday's meaninless for me. whenever i got to school, the same thing will happen. some of them are just hypocrites, others are backstabbers, some are backstabberss..and they thought they were having fun. do they know how i felt?no. they burst into laughter. today's the first day i didn't play basketball with them. the first time i willingly didn't play. not because of rain. not because of them. it's because i guess there's no point. there's no such thing as friend. best friends forever are just lies...

guess wad i bought for deborah?? a bilabong pencil caseee...it's extremely long..i measured-32.8cm^^ ermm so today's deborah's b'dae and i gave her the present but she didnt even say thank u... such a meanie...ow...my knee still hurts...eunice fault lorrr. tripped me during basketball..now got 1 big cut on my legg. so i need to tell my parents my marks todayy, and im soo scared. i mean i scored so badlyy)= how on the earth m i going to apply for dsa with such crappy results??? anyway today i decided to update my blog.. dun ever think im gonna have the timee anymore.. hahahahaa...tammie and grace very dumb leh. i found out wad b'dae present they bought for me. they post it on their blog. oh and i officially declare im not playing maple anymoreee. it's so boring.. so play raikon lorrr..wanted to play world of warcraft but aiyahh dun wan lahh...so im still gonna die of boredomm...sigh..

okayy.so finally exams are over. not really though. so got the chance to hang on com...tomorrow is deborah's birthday celebration so we all going pulau ubin.. ermmm...andd...okayy,knew my marks but im soo not going to post it here(: i got a new neighbour..then this boy 5yrs onlyy so cuteee(: im thinking of wad to buy for deborah lehh.. thought of buying her quiksliver pencil box but jesslene buying, then thought of buying her bilabong wallet then her mother buy for her le. so at the end , i still at a loss...she got like everything she needed so no need buy her present lahh. then yesterday me shiyuan, eunice, tammie, grace discussing wad to buy for deborah and we thought not buying anything for her(: okay lahh. im not that mean. i will buy something for her lahh.. the eunice ahh... tat time we playing heart attack. then she beat very until very hard!! then after we started playing truth and dare. so we dared shi yuan to cut pei da's hair and pei da chased her all around the cl