why doesnt kindness begets kindness? why is this world full of lies? why is there hatred? why is life so unfair? why is there so many unanswered questions? why are there betrayers? why are there hypocrites? all of them are just the same.. JUST THE SAME!! all they do is push u down the hill. never once did they not. I"VE HAD IT!!! everyday's meaninless for me. whenever i got to school, the same thing will happen. some of them are just hypocrites, others are backstabbers, some are backstabberss..and they thought they were having fun. do they know how i felt?no. they burst into laughter. today's the first day i didn't play basketball with them. the first time i willingly didn't play. not because of rain. not because of them. it's because i guess there's no point. there's no such thing as friend. best friends forever are just lies...

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