AHHAHA OH MY SHIT WHY DO I KEEP POSTING. anyway the school just called me and it was miss christina! ahaha shes so adorable. Anyway, she said that I can only go back to school next monday which means I have a one week holiday YAY (: ahahhaha so on monday when I go back to school, then I'll die. so much catching up to do. and she said that I should try not to leave home as much as possible only until sunday. MY HARRY POTTER IS GONE :/ OH OH OH OMG i get to go to the museum yes yes (: the da vinci museum. oh i've been trying to find time and voila, i have it now! okay, maybe i'll go tomorrow. Then thursday, since its my mum's birthday, I have the excuse to go out and celebrate righttt. so HP6 on thursday yay! oh my goodness, if the school sees this they're going to cancel my LOA hahaha. okay, this schedule is still tentative cause I may decide to be a considerate citizen hee (: what are the odds, you say. okay dinner time (:
oh, and i want to thank those who thought I was sick and send me text messages (: MERCI BEAUCOUP (:
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♥ 6:54 PM
; there's room for two Approximately 7 hours has passed and I am counting still, because I would like to see how long could I stand not doing any work at all without feeling a pinch of guilt. Well, maybe not a pinch, if not I would have already failed by now. But so far, I've got through 7 hours of a school day without doing any work at all yay me (: Okay, Im aiming for 10 hours. Pretty soon, Im going to have my life back(: Anyway, I was uploading my phone pictures into the computer and I found the above picture. Its so cute right. I was doing this doing maths I think (: HAHAH credit goes to Joey's MnMs (:
AND AND AND I HAVE REALLY REALLY CUTE NEIGHBOURS reallly, and they inist I take a picture with them (:
AND EUNICE THE ONE WHO BUGSS ME (irritatingly) for her picturesss (: We spent our last June holiday doing something really meaningful( donation drive), helping our old friend, deborah and grace (: and of course, how can I do justice to my camwhore buddy without pictures right ;)
The lighting/position is really good huh (: Along the Esplanade walkway, there are really pretty art formss It was so embarrassing enlisting the help of a stranger to take this shot for us. And not too long ago during the June holidays, my family and I went to CAPELLA at sentosaaaa. yes yes the very very nice hotel (: Buy me a suite there and I won't bite!
Us, the most fleeting of all.
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♥ 11:06 AM
& feast on your life
So it all started when Aru and I were sititng in the cab, happily making our way to school. I was trying to have my forty winks when I felt vibrations and realised only two phone calls later that it was my phone that was ringing. pfft so I wondered, it must be Jody or Persa forgetting their hair bands or this and that and asking if I have extra but no, it was Parisa. MHMM so I answered and so goes the interesting conversation.
Parisa: Are you in school already ? Me: Nope, not yet. why? Parisa: Oh, then make a detour and go home! Me: WHAT WHY :/ But the cab fare would skyrockett (Aru is looking intently at me) Parisa: Oh, cause cause one girl at the arts fest was confirmed with H1N1 so you have to be quarrantined. Nico : WHAT NO ): But im already in schoool. Parisa: oh, then go to the hall. Nico: Oh then nvm, I'll go homeeee.
YAY (: So no school for about a week or two hee (: Anyway, I don't even know this girl so oh wells. So, I passed my cheesecake and the recipe to Jean, and Julia was running away from me ahahaha. So, I dreadfully make my way home and went back to hibernate till about now hahah (: OMG and I finished reading my time traveller's wife its so so good :/ And no, im not going to watch the movie cause if I did, I'll probably cry bucketsss. This is probably one of the best novels I've ever read. Thumbs up three times!
Clare, I want to tell you, again, I love you. Our love has been the thread through the labyrinth, the net under the high-wire walker, the only real thing in this strange life of mine that I could ever trust. Tonight I feel that my love for you has more density in this world than I do, myself: as though it could linger on after me and surround you, keep you, hold you. I hate to think of you waiting. I know that you have been waiting for me all your life, always uncertain of how long this patch of waiting would be. Ten minutes, ten days. A month. what an uncertain husband I have been, Clare, like a sailor, Odysseus alone and buffeted by tall waves, sometimes wily and sometimes just a plaything of the gods.Please Clare. When I am dead. Stop waiting and be free. Of me-put me deep inside you and then go out in the world and live. Love the world and yourself in it, move through it as though it offers no resistance, as though the world is your natural element.
Henry
There are so many more of these beautiful proses and it just makes you think that Henry and Clare really do exist. OKAY ON A LIGHTER NOTE, IM REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE I READ A GREAT BOOK (: and and and I really have no idea whats home-based learning so I guess im not gonna touch it. I don't even know where to find it.
Its dark now and I am very tired. I love you, always. Time is nothing -Henry DeTamble
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7.13.2009;
♥ 9:07 PM
& riot van, jean!
I THINK I HAVE MOOD SWINGS. heheh I had such an awesome Monday, and on Sunday I was comtemplating death. Okay, thats just for dramatic effect, but I did feel lousy on Sunday but screw it, cause I had the most amazing Monday ever. And I don't even know why. So I probably won't be posting for a while, cause I only post when I need to rant or whatsoever yay (: Lessons today were so mind draining. like ss and philo ah, back to back :/ I felt like all my little smart molecules are diffusing away, bit by bit. And it doesn't help that my water bottle was so far away from me.OH WHICH REMINDS ME I left my bottle in school last saturday and my current now is leaking :/
and today's philosophy circle of inquiry thing was so heated! It was pretty scary; only when I stepped back could I see how mhmmm PASSIONATE RGS GIRLS ARE. No wonder the rest always have this opinion that rgs girls are very agressive and domineering.Well, its true to a certain extent. But, its still a pretty good discussion, wasn't it (: We never always come to a conclusion! I ate Mum's cheesecake for recesss and I gave like 90% away to everyone cause it was good. well done mum (: you have a fan club in school hahah.
and and i just found out that novena square has this really cool korean mart which sells everything, you guessed it KOREAN yay so adorable rightt. And Em's so cute, she gagas over LEE MIN HO and its just so fun to see her talk about him. hahah. actually, sometimes I wish time could just freeze. Being 15 is so fun, so far (: OH AND I SAW PERRY at united square after tll. He was standing outside this shop watching MJ's tribute; he was almost tearing. ahahahh gosh. im watching ps i love you now, such a stupid movie. It doesnt even do justice to the bookk pfft. On second thought, I don't think I want to watch time traveller's wife at the movies. All movie adaptations of books just do not fully capture the feeling mhmm. UGH but i bet I'll still watch it in the end heheheh. my heart just gave in for twilight.
p.s jean, I really love your riot van (: its really pretty and you know you're the best right!
An optimist is one who sees the green light, and the pessimist the red light. But, a true wise person is colour-blind.
(:
rehersals tomorrow :(
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7.11.2009;
♥ 10:04 PM
; nor time, nor space, nor distance
have you ever felt that you skydived, walked through a dense forest, had to hunt then stayed awake the whole night keeping watch. consecutively. well, thats exactly how I feel today. it was so so tiring and fast-paced and I could hardly keep my momentum going and my saturday is gone. GONE ): I hate it when the weekends go so fast. stupid time, im sorry.
i received my piano's exam schedule today and i was like ahhhh so this is it. well, these are just some of the things you go through every year and you thought mhmm I have so much time left to practise and stuff and wheeee its here already. ahh im going to practise every day every night and keep all my neighbours awake. if i still have the energy that is.
and i caught my sassy girl on star movies just now, while trying to fall asleep but I didnt because much as i hate to admit it, its pretty good. I haven't watch the korean adaptation but Im sure this one is way better. and it has my all-time favourite songgg canon in d ahhh yes. so good to hear all the different variations and red roses on every 33th day (:
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7.10.2009;
♥ 9:26 PM
your faith walks on broken glass;
end of week 2 (: 8 more to go, yes im counting mind you. so stupid time, im gonna kick your ass until you go faster. don't make me whip you. Anyway, I cant believe my whole Saturday tomorrow will be gone and everything, then sunday, then its a OSIM again.
Today was fine I guess. not as bad as I thought, but hid in the toilet during ss. cant take it anymore la. I've been such a bitch i deserve to be shot, but then again i've such lovely and really good friends and sometimes I think Im the luckiest girl alive. Okay, this does not make sense but whatever.
ONE, TWENTY ONE GUNS
halfway through time travellers' and seeing you guys make me so happy, really.
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7.09.2009;
♥ 11:23 PM
how many times do i have to tell you
had such a bad week :/
didn't know how much I would miss you guys until I had to choose.
anyway, no matter what happens, I swear you guys are my top priority.
even if I chose otherwise.
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7.08.2009;
♥ 7:35 PM
& TIME IS HIS INNER WIFE
LOVE STORY MEETS VIVA LA VIDA (: this video is so inspirational, mhmm watch it after August Rush or something! It is not the music nor the fusion of the both songs that touches, but the expressions of these two musicians that is so extraordinary! Seeing how both of them played with such passion and love for the melody, smiling and all is so sugary sheesh.
Jon Schmidt actually wrote this arrangement for his daughter Sarah, just because one fine day they went on a family trip, and in the car, Sarah heard it over the radio and commented that Daddy, this is my favourite song you know. I like how at first all hope seems lost, when she keeps waiting for Romeo but he never comes. And then all is fine at the end, when he talks to the Dad and picks out a white dress and they lived happily ever after. LA DEE DA. Anyway, really good arrangement (: Schmidt's a genius anyway. He composed this song All of Me and it is 42 pages long if I am not wrongg and has 5 keys eeeeek. Jody is dedicating her rest of the year to this song though. RUSH FTW (: domincaaaaaaaa
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7.07.2009;
♥ 10:39 PM
I believe in music the way some people believe in fairytales
AUGUST RUSH (:
strangely enough, I have a friend named August who's equally talented in music hahah. My son will be named August! Anyway, I've watched August Rush in school today AGAIN for the upteenth time; stupid speaker keeps going on and off and Jody was just being a cynical self And Persa and Ade the I-love-blue-eyes fan club haha! Goodness, I am so glad no one reads this blog so I could have this all to myself and post whatever whatever I like yeah! August Rush is really such an inspiration and it just makes me want to hug my piano and kiss it a thousand times. It is just so heartwarming to see how music could connect everyone and oh YOUTUBE, the ultimate. Everyone went like " oh, August Rush, so chessy" But its so far from that. Its cheesy in a good way and August is so so cute hee (:
OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD (: was his birthday yesterday and we went out to celebate! went to marche at vivo and it was a real fun experience because it was my first time there. And Marche means market in French. ahhaha still havent lost some of my french linguistic abilities (: A lot of details were put into decorating the place and it was just so cosy and warm and so Western, hee just how I want it to be. All the chefs, maiden clothings, cottage and all. Just the toasting of mashmallows around the fireplace missing (: my little dream, no one would probably get it. Okay so skip all the shopping la dee da tuition, and night time! Watched ice age 3 hahaha so adorable and heartwarming and so family-based. I just hate the commercials in between the scenes. AND OH I SAW THE POSTER OF THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE it is really good, I can't wait to watch it (: I am still reading the book and its really really good, so far.
Alright, the week of ss pt ugh ugh ugh ugh gotta do my own fair share of work too(:
anyway, I can't believe she said that, because it would really hurt. And maybe it did. 2 down, 3 to go!
"You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe, a harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars. " Wizard, August Rush
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Her say
Blackness licks at my body
The sea folds into the sand
My heart jumps up to the morning
And I hold out my hand
I watch the grass tickle the sunshine
And I cry with the music
As it pounds through my heart
And I close my eyes and wish
I wish for another day
And the sky envelopes my sadness
And I'm granted that wish to stay
Now the tears are rolling down my cheeks
Which are plumped with the warmth of the air
But its cold in my soul and I cannot understand
Why this Earth has a hold on me
And I go back to my mystery land
I cry
I watch
And wait for the sunrise
And when it comes I leave
And I do not return
As I'm granted that wish by the rolling clouds
And I'm given that chance to shine
By the moon
And the world turns around and tells me the story br>
And I know in my heart I must go
And I leave
I do not return
Alone and my heart goes numb with sadness
But I see the sky
Opening up its eyes
And it calls to me
Let us shine
So I respond
And in my heart of hearts, I sing
But on my feet I still can't dance
But my soul is leaping and spreading its wings
So I turn to this world
Say goodbye to the sadness
And I fly
I fly away