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& its coming I cannot say what an extrordinary day I had. Anyway, it really is tiptop awesome, so I shall let the pictures speak for themselves.Thanks Iliana for your awesome balloon, Jean for your sexy cards, Yong for the letsheatupthesandthing, Jocelyn for your cookies, Jiayun for your ohsocute yellow thing with wings, Shuxian for your awesome present (I havent open it yet : ) ), Grace and Tammie for your gift (eunice!) I am powered by love : ) The pictures are pretty jumbled up, so discern for yourself : ) Island Creameryyyyy : ) Lets keep it burning baby! EUNICE POUT! hahaha seriously, I have no idea what is this. HAHAHA TAMMIE. : ) HEY SIHUI : ) THANKS ILIANA FOR YOUR WONDERFUL BALLOON. IT PROUDLY FLEW IN THE SKIES AROUND SINGAPORE TODAY : ) batchies<3 SEXY FATSOS : ) tiffany : ) ruoxi : ) ahahah CANDID. look at the wonderful colour combination in the background. my sexyhotbabe aarthi : ) christine! shuxian, I would have died during lessons without you : )

travel light, and you can sing in the robber's face It felt like ages since I last blogged, although it is just 4 days and trust me, my record is 5 months or so. Anyway, I felt like posting and there I am right here : ) Though I am suppose to be sleeping right now cause I was supposedly feeling very tired after training under the cloudless sky ( note that im not blaming the sun) today. Well, it was really cloudless; the sky was just pure blue. Anyway, during Tuesday, Jocelyn and I saw the most spectecular cloud ever : ) Ohshit, I can't spell spectecular. hahahah oh no. So, this week is coming to a closure and its the end of term3. Yes, it's been so fast. I know that it will pass by fast, but not this fast. I want to stop this all, and just reside in my little comfort zone of mine, never leaving 207, never leaving cdiv08, never leaving my sexy fatsos. But I know that everything do come to an end eventually. It is perfectly fine, though :) I just sent a long email to Deborah.

& our song is the slamming screen door I finally finished my eng pt, with the help of Jiashun. Really, never underestimate anyone nor their abilities. Help can come from the most unexpected places, if only you are willing to open up. Anyway, I feel so accomplished : ) Yes, haven't felt like that in a while. But anyway! It is history SA tomorrow and well, I don't know. As in, I really hope I do fine, but I did not study much ( cause Miss Wani said there was nothing to study). Yeah, that is what all teachers say. But we do not have to learn the post war problems, only communism : ) So, I thought that was a yahoo. Anyway, I am going to pray that my brain functions tomorrow and that nothing would get out of my already saturated brains. I have to do well for this one because my history pt is such a failure and I am still very much confused about Malaya Singapore and what not, and most likely won't be able to do the EOYS on it. Whatever : ) I am just going to take a step at a

& its never too late Or maybe it is, well you never really know till you tried. Anyway, I really don't know what happened, it just surges all of a sudden alright. And Im really pretty much fine right now, thanks guys : ) Thanks Guest : )I heart you guys like so so much you know. Thanks Jean for like singing me to sleep, Iliana and Yong for your fireworks wishes though I didn't catch the whole thing and Jocelyn I love you too alright. And, Im sorry Timothy, about the fireworks thing.Real sorry okay.I just hate where this is going. But it'll get better, I promised. It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no oneThinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'ma be ok Thought I couldn

I hate stupid days. I hate when things don't go the way I want it to be. I hate it when I fail stuff. I hate it when I fail a test. I hate it when I fail a test I actually bothered to study for. it sucks you know, lit quiz. Yes, its known by now that I have terribly failed my lit quiz. And thats 5% gone. And there'll be quiz 2 and quiz 3 and before I know it, I just failed my 15% of my literature grade. I can't even freaking do a lit quiz. I mean, it is so simple you know, just memorising all the quotes and stuff but somehow those quotes don't always leave such a lasting impression in my mind and I forget them instantly.Snap.Just like that. Even when I read through it again, I still will not be able to do it. And it sucks. Maybe because I haven't experience what it is like to fail for quite a period of time; or when things do not actually go my way. I remembered the time I failed in MYAs in school last year, and eveything came tumbling down. I would curse and blame

& I just wanna die in your arms tonight HANG ON GUYS. I REALLY WANNA GIVE YOU GUYS A HUG RIGHT NOW. STAY STRONG OKAY. WE'RE PROUD OF YOU NEVERTHELESS. rgbball.anna.angie.adeline.ivana.iliana.rachel.stephanie.yanping.yong.

& screen out the sun I could not resist the temptation to blog.I have so much stuff going on now and I just need to feel more coherent. So I am going to make a list-to-dos here (this is purely for the sake of personal reference and sorry for guilty-slackers who doesnt need to be reminded of the work) 01 math AA 02 eng pt 03 history SA 04 oral tmr 05 lit quotes quiz And the worst part is that all of these carry a certain weightage to our scores. And all of these are due this/next week and it sucks so badly. Did I tell you how horrible a day I had today? It was so stupid. I guess now, I really have to work on my class protocol, but I mean. Ohwells, nevermind. I hate it I hate it I can't wait for weekend to come. Anyway, I can finally brainwash myself out of the chinese culture thing cause it is over, and I think I screwed up some parts as I started crapping and beating around the bush cause I had nothing to say, gosh. It was so freaking scary okay. The whole room is quiet and you

Even cowboys in Manhattan gets the way of lights Yes, I know it've been ages. So much for not trying to touch the com huh, Christine. Anyway, I hate this whole week. It has been a pretty much icanttellhowstupidanddumbitisbecauseitistheultimatecapacityinwhichicantake week. It really suck okay. But whatever. Really. Whatever. I can feel it all surging up again, and I don't want it to be so because I hate repeats ): But whatever. Anyway, today was the prize giving ceremony in school, and I would like to give a big big hug to all my sexy fatsos and my lovely 207 for your crazy screams and ireallyloveyouguys alright : ) I hate needing alot of sleep you know. I hate it when I cant even stay awake for the whole school lessons ; I hate it when I have to rest my head on the table and fall asleep; I hate it when I have to forgo recess to sleep; I hate feeling so sleepy and yawning all the time; I hate being so lethargic and always craving for my bed; I hate it when I get up in the mornin

& DOUBLE CHAMPS- we haven't gotten enough Hahahaha, whatever. Im just so apalled over the fact that RI and RGS are double champs : ) It is so pretty you know : ) Okay, Im acting like a total bimbo. Anyway, well done Raffles! We did exceedingly well and did coach so so so so proud : ) Hahahahah, double champs okayyy : ) So we all got our pretty little medals today, and trust me. The gold is real : ) Alright, prize presentation went well : ) Just that the camera took a little long to snap us and we felt embarrassed up there to be posing for so so long. Hahaha, but it still feels great : ) CHAMPS : ) CHAMPS CHAMPS :) Anyway RI played an amazing day today, so kudos to them! Redsports is so slowwww in writing about our finals : ) Hahahah but the tkgs and pcs pictures were equally awesome : ) Alright, another day more to the mugging weekend : ) SOFTBALL C DIVISION GIRLS FIRST : ) : ) : ) it proudly says 2008 National interschool games championship : ): ) : ) WITH AWESOME COACHH AND C

& I was born to tell you I love you yay. Okay, back to lyrics maniac. Anyway, I was looking through ( and trying so hard to organise my pictures once more) and I stumbled upon this wonderful picture. Okay, I looked like a dope but that's not the point. The point is that, I do miss my primary school. Yes, you heard it. I know it sounds so dodgy like didn't you say a minute ago that you're super contented with your life. But I do admit missing all my friends and such. After all, you cannot forget them so easily after spending your intimate years of growing up with them. Halloween was the bomb! Hahaha, I remembered crashing Saiying's and lugging like 5 big pumpkins to school because you guys didn't know where to buy pumpkins from ( when I easily get them at supermarket and not so easily lug them all to school). Oh no, I seem to be waffling. I keep going like "anyway" " that's not the point" " oh and..." , Yes, not good. So much for

& ITS NATS CHAMP BABY : ) yes, this is not some lyrics, in case you're googling this or whatsoever : ) Anyway I shall keep this post short ( I don't usually keep to my word) because im super super super crazy right now, after knowing that lit quiz and csi spa is tomorrow. And note that I did not attend a single science lesson except for the first. Yes, Im trying to hide my boos and my exaggerated AHHHH and OMG and ZOMG (hahah my new love). OKAY.so recap. SEOUL GARDEN WAS THE BOMB : ) I shall just let the pictures do the talking. And we are NATS CHAMP : ) YES NATS CHAMP BABYYY : ) AHHAHAH it was really fun and zomg i miss you ccube ): So, we had redsports come to take a shoot on us and it was super hiliarious, I swear. Anyway, we are featured in the newspaper. So if any asses of you out there havent got one Friday Straits time, then go get it now. Whoops, it is Sunday already. Gah look it up your thrash bin or whatsoever. You have to find it : ) HAHA : ) OKAY so our prize pr