& its never too late

Or maybe it is, well you never really know till you tried. Anyway, I really don't know what happened, it just surges all of a sudden alright. And Im really pretty much fine right now, thanks guys : ) Thanks Guest : )I heart you guys like so so much you know. Thanks Jean for like singing me to sleep, Iliana and Yong for your fireworks wishes though I didn't catch the whole thing and Jocelyn I love you too alright. And, Im sorry Timothy, about the fireworks thing.Real sorry okay.I just hate where this is going. But it'll get better, I promised.


It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no oneThinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I am gonna be ok


Yup, and all I know is I am going to be okay.




AND THIS'S INSIPRED BY ILIANA.
I WANNA DO SO MANY THINGS TODAY, BUT IM JUST GOING TO LIST THEM.ONLY.
I WANNA TELL THE WHOLE WORLD HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
I WANNA ADVOCATE THAT THE WORLD IS FAIR.
I WANNA SING TAKE THESE WINGS WITH CLASS AGAIN.
I WANNA LAUGH SO HARD AT ILIANA ONCE MORE.
I WANNA SING JEAN TO SLEEP ONE DAY.
I WANNA YONG TO HAVE THE BEST GUY ON EARTH.
I WANNA GO TO THE BBALL COURT EVERY MORNING AND SEE YOU FATSOS.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING WITH FATSOS.
I WANNA FLY ON A HOTAIR BALLOON AND ROAM THE WORLD.
I WANNA GET MARRIED ON THE MOON.
I MISS BATCHMATES LOTS.
I MISS SEASON LOTS.
I MISS CRYING AND LAUGHING WITH YOU GUYS.
I MISS HAVING THINGS ALL UNDER CONTROL.
I MISS HAVING TOBERLONE BEFORE EVERY MATCH.
I MISS SINGING IN THE BUS LIKE NO ONE CARES WITH YOU GUYS.
I MISS YOU RAISE ME UP, DEDICATION, TAKE A BOW.
I MISS HUGGING AND GETTING ALL THE BUTTERFLIES BEFORE EVERY MATCH.
I MISS THE FEELING.
I WANT IT ALL BACK.
YES, IM SELFISH AND GREEDY.

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