okayy.so finally exams are over. not really though. so got the chance to hang on com...tomorrow is deborah's birthday celebration so we all going pulau ubin.. ermmm...andd...okayy,knew my marks but im soo not going to post it here(: i got a new neighbour..then this boy 5yrs onlyy so cuteee(: im thinking of wad to buy for deborah lehh.. thought of buying her quiksliver pencil box but jesslene buying, then thought of buying her bilabong wallet then her mother buy for her le. so at the end , i still at a loss...she got like everything she needed so no need buy her present lahh. then yesterday me shiyuan, eunice, tammie, grace discussing wad to buy for deborah and we thought not buying anything for her(: okay lahh. im not that mean. i will buy something for her lahh.. the eunice ahh... tat time we playing heart attack. then she beat very until very hard!! then after we started playing truth and dare. so we dared shi yuan to cut pei da's hair and pei da chased her all around the class. hahahahaaaaa...exams are over(:
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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