*sobb*...*sobb*... wad kind of world is this ??? full of depression always... i can't go janice's party... cuz...cuz... i really dun wanna tok abt it... anywayz, when we're @ the wake, me and my cousins played cheat.. it was so fun!!! well... i was @ the wake for the whole day... so... nothing intresting is going on dere... (how can it be intresting anyways???) erm... cherish everyone around u before it's too late... dun be like me who's full of sorrow and regret now(: anywayz, smile alwayzXD
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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