hiya mates!!!! i didn't post for soooooooooooooooooo long!!! well... busy lately... of playing ragnarox... made a new character ... maple has tat stupid server expansion too... hiax... must wait for 1 day+... boo hooo... n i juz made a new blog wid graceeeeee.... it's sooooooooooooo coooooooooool... erm... yea and i'm going to lynn's house for sleepover wid jolyn...but jolyn MAY not come... if she wins her tennis tournament this wednesday, she can't come as she need play for the finals or something... and if she loses.... hope she loses... {nahh... jkjk} if jolyn sees this, i'll be DEAD!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....and there's this frustrating thing about... I"M MISSING SCH?!?!?! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk... well but it's so ..so...so...not cool!!! i can't be missing sch... i'm suppose to b happi and... -_-''' ohh.. and i change my blogskin to this ragnarox thingy... not very nice but it's okay.. and there's this xmas carol.. frosty the snowman... blah blah blah lah... hmmm... looking forward to xmas!!!
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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