kay... erm... HOLIDAY!!! just came back from holidayinggg.... wheeeeeee hawwwwww... tee hee. blah blah... last day of school today and missing it... boo hoo.......................... but it's okay(: hahahaha... shiitttt ... i'm missing sch!!! ahhhhhhh... deborah, tammie, grace, joey... all of my bestest friends!!! haf to see them only nxt yr... boooooo hooooo... sch is so fun today ( i guess) except for my form teacher who gave me 1 whole stack of homeworks!!!! ahhhhhhhhh.... frustrated me... and there's janice's b'dae party which i dunno if i should go leh... cuz is like she invited all her classmates(not all lah) all her classmates i dunno!!! then how am i suppose to play wid them if i dunn even know them... *sigh* the worst part of it is tat the party is held on the day where my cousin b'dae celebration is!!! so shd i go my her party or my cousin party ??? ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! maple story lvl 34!!! ohh... and ragnarox priest lvl 70 already... tee hee... ragnarox RAWKS!!! erm... yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... EXAMS ARE OVER!!! and holiday is starting... somehow i dun feel like holidaying anymore... i feel like goin to sch leh!!!! cuz sch's fun( sometimes) and honestly... i'm gonna miss my busmates (p6) ... so fun with them in the bus... now it's getting borring and borring... ohh well...
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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