yayy!!! my computer is fixed(: now i can play all i want. boo hoo...i want ragnarok. it's still updating...anywayz i doubt i can still play as schs are starting and blah blah blah...have not finish my hws yet..it's not my fault tat there are lots of hws...yay! say hello to the new lvl 50 speargirl. okok..i dun wish to play maple anymore. it's sooooo...soooo...so boring! but still kinda like it S0METIMES.. soo.. i have to do my homeworks now or i'll have to die.. byeeeeee
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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