ermmmmmm....it's been a while since i update ya? ohh i dunno why grace recieved the email for the rgs dsa thing already then i haven't recieve it? even if u didn't get in , they will also send u email one rite?? sighhh.... dunno lahh. hahaaa...today nothing much happened in school. we finished our the 3D model of the singapore icon already..then actaully hong lao shi say must stop already then my group still like continue doing. then i was like watever lorr..cus they want dunno wat skytrain or something? then is like hua she tian zu lorr... hmph! wateverrr...zhen tao so irritating lorr.. to think i thought he was quite nice...hahaa...just because i dun tell him the answer for the zuo ye then he started saying watever crap. then i ask deborah wat her answer like just double-check then zhen tao was like no deborah remember how she treated u then blah blah blahhhhh...so crappy.. sitting near zhen tao is worser than sitting beside errr....a devil?! hahaa... hmph!
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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