i miss campus superstarrrrr!!! ahhhhh...yuyang sooo cute(: okok...i love them(: okok.gonna cry liaoxx. so fast. i dun want it to end. good things will come to an end. but why this way? cant good things last forever? cant it stay till eternity? i guess tat's life. well life is never fair. sometimes when you want it to last, it wont. but whyyyy??? why must time fly so fast? why cant time stop? it's always like thad. is tat the life i used to know? the life i know is carefree and relax.. but this life now??? so all i have now is just the memories floating back to me. let my heart fly free into the skies and heavens above..let it take my wish upp to heaven. where everlasting is. where eternity is.will it ever happened? time just smashed away all my heart desires. everything starts coming back like it never does. he took everything away and left me with a broken heart. things wont be the same anymore. if only this would never end. where my fantanized dreams is. there was only moon, and stars and the memory of love.*shimmers of love*
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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