hah!!! christmas's coming!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz love the festive joy of it!!!!! erm... yea it's school hols and it's quite borring but i still kindof like it as maybe i dunn haf to face teachers everydayy ?!?! phionna's beside me now playing a game called polar express... it's where u haf to jump from train to train like forever?! she've( her player) had been jumping for 10min and she doesn't feel bored from all the jumping?! haha... i'm gonna watch movies with my friends tomorrow... excited... o and i watch survivor @ 2.15pm... ahhhh... can't believe it!!! Danni won the survivor!!! poor stephanie... hiax... hope she can take part in the nxt season?! and my parents juz got back from THEIR holidays ... leaving us at home... ahhhhhhh.... holidays are ending soon and i...i've to go back to sch ... AND to wake up early everyday in the morning... this kind of torture or smth???? but SOMETIMES i do like school... well but the problem is we are gonna be in the same class nxt year.. and the worst part of it is tat our class is 6c ..and everyone calls us sexy or sowatever...hiax... and janice juz got back from korea not buying me any stuffs.... haha. but it's okay cause her b'dae present is still with me... it's due on 21 nov.. well... watching spongebob squarepants while typing this... haha... if only life is as simple as spongebob and patrick.. haha... *currently enjoying my childhood*
its just so, so tempting. then again im 19. i dont want to spend my life thinking about "what ifs" and "should haves". they all tell me im in a fortunate position because such a guy only come round once in your life. i know that and thats why im still holding on so tightly, but there are just so many trees out here in the forest, and you've no idea how hard it is for me to say "no" because they're all attractive and suave. i know its all a pretense though, i mean everyone's first impression would always be like that and its what happens once you get to know them better right. i know all of these YET at the back of my mind, a part of me wants to try something new. fresh, novel, excitement, wanderlust, unpredictability, the perils of teenage love, the self-destructing love. YET i know its not healthy, and not practical, and why not just stick to something comfortable and sustainable. and what more can i complain seriously. why nico, why are you s...
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