When Forever Ends Hahahaha, Chinese Week today was super ass. Hahaha, anyway today we get to leave school at 1.10pm : ) Omg, its like only the third day of week 1 and Im starting to fall asleep during classes already. Geog is interesting but I don't know what was running through my head this whole time. Anyway, tomorrow is our Nationals! And I just checked inet and they are calling for supporters : ) Hahahaha, yay : ) Anyway, today boon and I went to the art museum. Its the one at bras basah. Its pretttty funny, hahahah. Cause Boon and I were critisizing and making funny comments here and there. Anyway, its okay luh. Cause the tour guide does explains the art and not leave us to some random strokes of black to ourselves. Haha, and that Xu Bei Hong is not bad an artist, I must say. Hahahahahaha. Shit, Im getting back to my old habit of " hahahahahahah" ing. We ge to leave class at 11.10am tomorrow : ) Great, we'll be skipping quite a number of lessons. Anyway, Im dam s...
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Im going to make this post a relatively short one : / I have so much to do. And when nationals are starting this thursday, I doubt I'll have time to blog and stuff. And I'll get carried away by the applications on the com and I wont stop. Yes, self discipline : ) Hmmmm, Im like looking through my mail now. Like doing or the colour tests or reading about those inspirational stories. Hahaha, I like the one about " Shay's inspirational story". This is the story. It's pretty good : ) Do spend some timeee reading it : ) : At a fund-raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the school's students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question. "Everything God does is done with perfection. Yet, my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is God's...
& you'll be here in my heart Hahahaha, remember this song guys. Yes I love batch singing. I love trainings guys : ) I love you all. Ccube is the only reason why I still smile every training : ) I love you guys alright. And don't stresss yeah : ) Our first national match is just 4 days awayy and yes, ccube's going to own it all alright. There's is no I in TEAM, but we can spell success with C(cube) : ) Cool tagline eh : ) Yes, last training guys. After all the effort we put in the past year and a half, it all boils down to this moment : ) And Im suree we'll get our hoodie. YES JOCE HOODIE. *stares* Being with the batch just gives you a whole array of stupidity. From moronism to idioticism to spasmmmm. Haha, so much for trying to type in proper English. Alright, so THURSDAY was the first day of school. After much complaints and whines to my lovely pork, we made our way to school and I saw pork at the basketball court with cheryl. I was just sleeeping there luh. S...
This is the way you left me, Im not pretending. No hope no love no glory, my happy ending. Yay, now Alanna is getting the OHSOWONDERFUL NICO's influence of typing with proper capitalisation : ) But Im definitely not going to change my 'ahahaha' or my double letterrr : ) hahaha. likeeee thisss : ) Alright, anyway I got up at 545am today because I don't wish to be late for training, and train rides bore me. I feel pretty useless just standing in the middle of nowhere with my music plugged in and just starrring at random stuff. Must be the RGS kiasu spirit getting into me already. You just can't do nothing for 1 hour at least. Anyway, I just rubbed my nail polish away. In case beth gets into the hypertension mode due to the glarring-ness and awesome-ness of my pretty pink nails! : ) Just a pity they are chipped off halfway. It makes my nails look like they were coloured on. Haha. That was what Emily said. So training, yes training. Everyone ran 3 rounds instead due to ...
How about a round of applause, standing ovation? It would be really cliched to say my life has been a roller coaster ride, but indeed it is. All the ups and downs and spins and turns. But its okay. There won't be any ups if Anyway, i've turn back to my trusty blogger friend to like POUR everything out. You know sometimes, when life isn't the way it suppose to be or perceived to be, just let it looose for awhile, and then come back.Anyway, I really really really am grateful that I have such wonderful friends in my life and always there encouraging and supporting me and I love you batchmates : ) Like though I am not always there being a super good first base or anything and stuff and has caused so muchh suffering during training, you guys still managed to lift my spirits up as we parade through j8 trying on stupid stufff and laughing over the slightest things that never fails to make my day : ) And how we would all stand in a circle and just try bubble teas and stuff after a ...
Yes, so I am finally back from Thailand : ) Haha, bet you guys missed me yeah : ) OMG THAILAND WAS THE BOMB : ) IT WAS REAL AWESOME. CAUSE THERE'RE like youths like Rebekah, Jaye, Jiashun and Carene there! So we obviously cliqueddd and we had such a wild time yeah ; ) I'll let the pictures do the talking once the sync is done ( which would probably take a lifetime). We took like 300 pictures or so, and this is just in Rebekah's camera. Carene and Jiashun still has many. And Christine sent me take a bow already : ) Yes finally, I've been waiting for this song for so long : ) hahaha, did you catch that rhyme. Anyway, I bought souvenirs. But they are so cute that I don't want to give it awayyy! Haha, alright I'll be going back for training tomorrow already. I bet im going to get probe by coach and then he'll start his scarastic remarks and stuff. Anyway I heard that the batch had a heavy scolding from coach today. gee I hope they're fine. I feel bad for not...
Alright. I was inspired by Boon and I am going to start capitalising properly and constructing proper sentences! Haha. It feels so weird. Anyway, we had training yesterday and I was late again. I woke up at 8am when training starts at 8. Haha. The batch is so going to give me an alarm clock for my birthday present. Anyway, we did one wheel machine and stuff. It was pretty cool, cause it had one wheel : ) wheeee its like an..wait what you call those. Yes, unicycle. Haha. This Jc girl came back to train us so we were just doing drills and basics. After we had pt and static and SUICIDE (yes suicide) and then we went to eat at RI canteen again. The food there is not bad! They sell like spaghetti and chicken chop or something for like only $1.70 : ) And that time, me and eunice had to share because there wasnt enough. Then went to J8 and sat around Macs. Man, I think macs so going to hate us because we keep sitting there for no particular reason except resting our poor soles : ) Then, ilian...
AHHHH HOLIDAYS : ) they're starting to look more like holidays : ) ahahahhaha so many stuff happenedddd : ) alright. I LOVE BATCH SWIMMING. ZOMG : ) it was so funnnn. hahahahah and jocelyn's house. gahh i think i had a sunburn too okay. like training at ri today ): was quite fun though, towards the end. but my legs were already crampinggg. bishannn is likee so farr okayy! i had to wake up at 6 and at the end, i still got there at 8.15 or somethingg. anywayyyy, singapore lost to u(something something something) todayy! hahahah i think. OHHH AND I MISSED ILIANAAA LUHHH ): we were talking on the phone last nightttt ahahhaha so muchhhhhhh stuff iliana. i still have like so much stuff! ; ) AND I LOVE MY MUMMMMM. we went out shoppinggg on sunday and i bought like 500+ bucks worth of stuff okayy : ) hahahahaha and im now a member of espirit wheeee ~ BUT I MISSED CLICK FIVE ): I MISSED CLICK FIVE): gahhhh alright. im gonna crash nowwww. and i have no idea what im goingg to do tomorrow ...
HAHAHAHA ZOMG. im up at nineee : ) well thats because i slept at ten yesterdayy. gahh my sleeping habits are reallly dam screweddd. OMG i caught like air crash investigation on national geographic channel. it was dam coolios luhhh : ) like there's this plane which was in mid-air from taking off. and suddenly its nose starts to tilt to 57degree instead of the 7degreee and then it turned vertical and the pilots lost control of the plane and the planee fell to its left wingg and dropped 3km and crashed into a hanger, which exploded. hahahahaha i was like omg is this real. yeah apparently, it is. and they went on investigatingg whyyyy luhhh. and they concluded that its because of the baggage overweight. because the pilot only used the average weight of the people to calculate, not knowing that the average weight was being defined 70years ago. considering the fact that americans are getting fatter every year ( hey not me, thats what they say), they found out that the average weight was ...
OMG SHOPPING CAN BE SO MUCH FUN! hahaha especially with sam and that bimbo christine! hahaha alright, like before learning lab. me and sam were supposed to meet at 3pm at novena squareee. AND BECAUSE I WAS STILL AT HOME AT 3pm, i had to cab there okay! gah it costs me a big fat twelve bucks. anyway, we went to like esprit and cotton on. espirit is boringggg cause they don't have edc and the one at novena is not that nice. i prefer the one at raffles cityy. and eunice saw a dam nice dress at hereen apparently. HAHA CARDIGAN. anyway sam and i settled for cotton on and we spend hours there/. okay not really. but it was quite fruitful cause i managed to get 2 tops : ) omg, i swear lah sam is freakinggggg smart okay/. i thought she was some gong head. like we were suppose to fill in our MYA results in the learning lab form and stuff and i just passed my english okayyy,. and mrs yeo was like nicoooooooooo. i wanted to declare that half the level failed english and then i looked at sam...
YES. finally. i finished making iliana's present : ) GAH IT TOOK ME LIKE AGES OKAY. Seriously im like sweating already. ahahahahs. okay im free to blog about her present cause i highly doubt she'll read my blog now. she must be tooooo busyy fantasizing about her birthday tomorrow! AHHAAHH kidding. I LOVE ILIANA MAN : ) so she well deserveddd that splendid present i made her : ) hahahaha its really really really very nice. i handmade it myself okay. though im not very good in art. AHAHAH AHHH IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I DONT WANNA GIVE IT TO HER! ahahah i wanna keeeep it for myself! GAHHH OKAY. anyway today we went shopping! YES IT WAS SO FUN. hahaha my legs are aching now okay. hahahahas. cause we were suppose to buy iliana's present. omg iliana better be so grateful man! ahhahaha we spent hours finding it and i had to drag my whole batch along! AHAHAHAH iliana you better love softball batch okay! : ) ANYWAY HALF OF MY POST JUST DISAPPEAR SO HERE I AM AGAIN GAHH. YAY AMERICAN I...
so alanna had a wonderfullios dayyy : ) hahahaha. come to think of it, its tomorrow. like AGAIN. i really don't know if im that strong enough to handle all of this at one go. its like twice is bad enough. GAHHHHH i have to stop this emo-ing thing okay! it really is pissing me off. okay, whatever luh. so lessons would officially start tomorrow again. and soon, we'll get caught up in that vicious cycle of poverty ( ahahha sounds like geog ehh) i mean hard mugging and blahblahblah. but its good too, so time would past so fast that i won't even know im in it. i won't even know that im part of this whole cycle. yes, time pass faster pleasee. and then sometimes you wish it'll just stop for that moment, those happy and awesome moments with friends and stuff. how every batch outing seems so memorable, how every recess with JEAN ILIANA AND YONG seems so unimportant yet so significant. and then you come to realise that life's like this. so from now on, i'll savour eve...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANNA! ( your favourite colour blue : ) ) haha yes, the moment you've been waiting for alanna. well, happy fourteen alright! you know you've been a great listener all this while and i just wanna take the time to express my gratitude towards you. you never fail to make me laugh with all your stupid imitations of *coughcough* and your alannaforce : ) and how i would laugh so stupidly in front of my phone at your stupid sweeeet words and get mocked at not being a great speller! and how you would never fail to encourage me, be it academic or softball. AND MY SUBWAY COOKIE. yes, though i've beeeeen treating you to cookies and so : ) but thanks nevertheless for everything alright! : )) anyway, im goinggg to your partayeeee later on. HAVE FUN : ) i cant wait to crashh your house! ;being strong is not being tough and buff outside but being calm and compose inside. the sky can crash there may be thrash or maybe a bash but its the knowing that you'll still dash. A...
sometimes i wish it should just kill me. its so sick to keep on putting up a brave front. i really tried holding back, really tried. i just let it overwhelmed me, just this once. and no more second chance. and that's when i realise life ain't fair. i always did, actually. its just that i thought we all get a second chance. alright, shift focus. life will just keep throwing you stuff. just block it with all your might and no point moaning over that previous rock which hit you so hard. get up, and retaliate for the next big rock coming your way. easier said than done though. we all have to learn, sooner or later. it's all in the metality and always the mind over body. the mind is a powerful thing. it captures the universe. and graps everything that could be, in our very own hands. so just do your best, even if you know it'll all boils down to nothing. for we'll still lie among the stars even if we fail to reach the moon. im not gonna shed tears for my loss, but my wi...
alright, i guess im feeling better now. boohooo anyway, i get over sad stuff easily : ) but im always greatly affected about them. ALRGIHT. ENOUGH. ANYWAYYYYYYYYYY TOMORROW'S D-DAYY! if you still don't know what day im referring to, den you can obviously go bang your head against the wall and make sure that its broken into a million pieces. OKAY FINE. tomorrow's our first zonals match! it've beeeen a long time since ccube played an official match together, since src. AND im so loooking forward towards it : ) cause matches are always fun : )) hahah and tomorrow we're playing against crescent, and its an away game gahhhh. ANYWAY CCUBE YOU CAN DO IT OKAYYY! : ) we'll play like we never play before and show them we're no better than those who hit and runs : )hahaha rememberr. its always CCUBE FTW : )) GO CCUBEEEEEEEEE! : )
you know, sometimes i wonder if everything i do was worth it. it've been such a long while already, and i always thought it'll get better someday. but it looks like things are still how it started. all the fake smiles and stupid bond. after hoping and wishing so much. i just need this much. it just makes me contented to be able to feel as though im not alone in this world. i wonder when i could ever feel that way. i doubt whatever it is now. whatever.
training : / gahh. we had like yes, if you can count, THREE TRAININGS CONSECUTIVELY. wow. my sole/ feet/ ball/ toes ( or whatever you call it eunice) is DYING. and my arm hurts ): ahh i hope everything gets better by tuesday. WOOT : ) our first zonals match against crescent. an away game okay ): booohoooo. i don't like crescent's field ): WHY ARE THERE SO MANY AWAY GAMES. like peicai's one tooo. training today was fine : ) the weather was the bomb! it was super breeeeezy and windyyyyy and coooling : ) yeah but that makes me feel even sleepier as i woke up 630am in the morn okay. and kelly woke up at 730am and reached ri earlier than us okay! blahblah then did diamond and stuff. i was super tired that i slept on the bus which went allllllllll they way to the interchange okay. i tell you, i would have slept at the interchange while waiting for bus. then i went home, bathe and slept till 6 or something : ) hahahha and now i can't sleeeeep. nvm, at least i can do my geog pt...
hahahahaa :/ don't ask me why im blogging ALMOST everyday right now! anyway, i have to find out a way to upload all the pictures on my phone onto my laptop! the laptop isn't responding to my phone's transfer! HMPH. alright. there goes christine complaing and complaing again : ) ahahhaah! anyway i went to school today. yes i know. i WAS so ponning schoooool okay! and decided to go at the end. anyway, we went for bowling at marina after spring cleaning! you know i have this feeling that the spring cleaning idea was brought up by some girl in her shuo ming wen okay! if i find out who, i'll kill her : ) haahaah kidding. anyway bowling was great : ) we played two games and chiong back school for training. bowling was great : ) okay, but i sucked at it. cause apparently im only able to hit 80+ anddd its dam stupid because usually at the first try, the ball would go down the drain. and then the second one, it'l be a spare : ) ahahhaahha sooo dumbbb hey but i think we'r...
ahhaahhaaa so we resumed training today : / gahh i woke up at like 11 : )) eeee i hate afternoon trainings luh, they make you slack the whole morning and stuff. YAY ANYWAY our holiday trainings would be in the morning yay: ) ANYWAY KUDOS TO ALANNA FOR HELPING ME WITH GEOG PT IN THAT WHOLE BURNING OF THE MIDNIGHT OIL : ) hahahahaha! okayyy so training today was okayyy luhhhh. but its fun cause we get to do machine : ) i hate warm ups. they're borrrringgggggg and takes upppp so long timeee. ahahah i love diamond man its super cool : ) anyway, diamonds' are a girl's best friend eh! OKAYYY SO we got our fixtures today : ) first match this tuesday against CRESCENT at their homeground. BOOHOOOO and we don't get to leave school early cause school already ends at 1235. gahhh. nvm! : ) im so sureeee ccubee would own yeah : ) ahahahha like wad mr ben said, we already have the psychological advantage yeahh baby : ) OMG I HATE EUNICE NOW MAN/ ahahahaha lilkeeee cause after training...