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YAY. so this is it. im finally thirTEEN : D hahahahx. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICO! : D yays : D THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO STAYED UP LATE TILL 12 TO WISH ME : D THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SMSED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY : D THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO PMED ME. THANKS TO MY LOVELY COUSINS : D THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO FRIENDSTER-ED ME TOO : D THANKS TO EVERYONE IN THE WORLD :DD ahhhh. ILOVEYOUEPEOPLE , thanks for singing tat WONDERFUL birthday song for me today : D thanks miss tay for TAT MENTOS : D ahahahx, thanks FRIENDS FOR THE HUGGIES : D THANKS ILIANA FOR TAT WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY CAKE and THE CANDLE : D AND THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO JOINED IN THE HAPPY BIRTHDAYY SONG IN THE CANTEEN : D hahahax. THANKS TO ELYSSA AND ILIANA AND ANGIE FOR SCRIBBLING ON MY ARM TODAY : D hahahahx. AND THANKS TO ANNA AND JEAN FOR BEING SO EXCEPTIONALLY NICE TO ME TODAY : D ahhaahx. you have to see CLOSELY : D ahahhahx. anyways it reads HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICO NDERFUL FOR ME : D SOFTBALLERS IS THE STAR : D ahahhahax. YAY :D THANKS ALOT GUYS :...

HEYHEY.yeahh 1.5 hours more : D ahahhax. YES : D TODAY was the LAST EXAM FOF THE TERM : D ahhahax.super highh : D but like the EOYs are like week 5.BLEHHx. ahahahahx. anyways i shall moan over tat next time. MY DAY IS COMING so no spoiling of mood : D ahhahahax. tomorrow we are playing basketball with the seniors :D aiyah i tell u we sure own derh. ahahhx. de seniors so short. den like...ahahhax. sighhh.nvm lah :D but we just play for the fun also : D YEAH.and batch outing tomorrow! my dear jocelyn ah, wad are we gonna do ah : D ahahhax.lets GO EMO-ing : D HAHS : D OHWELLS. 23.5 down.1.5 to go : D

HEYHEY : D just reached home. haahahx. anyways went with alanna to sch to support css : D HAHAHAX. super fun : DD we had to rehearse so many times can. hahahx. but after all it was fun lahh. like watching it with ur schmates and at home is very different lorhs. like there more atmosphere like tat. DEN GOT THE SPIRIT TOOS : D yeahh anyways : D THEY GAVE US DINNER TOOS : D hahaahx. kay lahh. anyways zhengning didnt get in through the grand final. but it was okayy lahs : D HAAHAHHX. MARCUS LOOKS SO HOT in tat new haircut anyways : DD HAHAAHx. arrgghhh. sad tat css over lerhs : D HAAHX./ nvm. NICOLE AND STACY AND ANGIE joining css next year too : D HAAHHAX. kay lah. i have to wake up early tomorrow to meetTHE TWINS WITH YUFEI. hahahax. anyways thanks alanna for being such a great company tonight :D AHHAHAX. it was sure fun laughing our heads off together over them. haahhahx. anyways dun think too much kays. u still have me derh : D AHAHAHX. YEAH. okay. good nights : DD

YAY :D i decidedd to be SUPER nice and update everyday from now on :DD HAHAHAHAx. okok. today the field was wet den we were training :DD HAHAHAHX. so wet :D actually its kindof fun :DD HAHAHAHX. to get muddy once in a while. AHHH not like CHRISTINE BIMBO :D AHHAHAx. ANYWAYS, GRATS TO MY DARLING ANGIE AND HER BBALL TEAM FOR CHAMPIONING THEIR NATS :D WHOOOO :D hahahax. YAY :DD super happy for you iliana, liyong and ANNA :D HAHAHAHX. NICO hahahx. hahahx. ANYWAYS ALANNA SEEYA TOMORROW :D EMILY :D my wonderful batchmate :D AHAHAHx. DEEPA, NATALIE, AMELIA, SAMANTHA, JOCELYN, ALANNA, EUNICE, KELLY, CHRISTINE, EMILY :D MY OHSOWONDERFUL BATCHMATES :D hahahax. R A F F L E S W O O O O O O O H S HH H H ! :D

YAYYAY : D ahahhx. im in central library now : DD ahhahx. using their wireless connection :D gosh my laptop gonna no battery already. ahhahax. YAY today's friday : D

I LOVE YOU ALL MY LOVELY COUSINS : D you've all made my NIGHT : D hahahahx. THANKS : D

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY : DD! to all the people who loved me so thanks to all my ex-classmates for the WONDERFUL memories and i hope we're able to create more : D thanks to my classmates for their SMILEY FACES and CONCERN : D thanks to my FRIENDS who always stood beside me all these while. thanks to my TIEMATES who yeah, binded by ties together : D thanks to my DARLING ANGIE : D who was ALWAYS there. thanks to my WONDERFUL SOFTBALL BATCHMATES for their AND THANKS TO EVERYONE : DD ohgosh.i sound like i making speech like thadd.hahahax

HEY : D yay. yeah im updating. hahahx. see so nice rites?! nahh. its 11.10pm now :D hahahax. and im still using this COOLCOM : D wheees~ im gonna name it : D hmmm... yeahh. i shall think abt it : DD SAFRA rocks : D so c00l : D hahahax. de safa yishun one is UBER cool. the rock climbing wall is cooler . : D yeahh and there's the indoor wall too. its super fun and cool and : D ohwells.i just finished voting softball capts08. hahahhax. HARD TIME : D well anyways i still sent it before 12 : D ohwells. I LOVE HUANHUANAI totally so cutee : D im SO addicted to it already can. mike he is SUPER HAWT . AHHHH. ohyah today went cousin house and watched a drama featuring lollipop and she.hahahahx. LOLLIPOP SO CUTEE : D omg.im so in love with dramas : D hahahahax. anyways HUANHUANAI is SOOO nice : D

YAYYAYYAYYAY : D hahahax. finally im posting: D hhahahahx. : DD well its differnet cause im posting with my new laptop : D YAY. now im SUPER HIGH : D ahahahajhx. ohyeah. ILOVE TODAY i finally brought myself to wear the costume thanks to iliana jean angie yuqing elyssa jiayun they all. HAHAHA. meanies : D the performance was great lah : D haha. i was basically screaming with stacy lorhx : DD I SCREAM U SCREAM WE SCREAM FOR ICECREAM : D ahhahahax!! just got back from jec's macs with jean. hahahx.super full. make me think of iceskating.! ahhh i wanna go iceskating : D ahhahahax. soon i will. ahahahax. I LOVE MY WONDERFUL BATCHMATES anyways. hahahax. thanks emily for like..yeah u noe : D ahhahx. but dun worry its not ur fault : D AND EUNICE : D ahahhax.always encouraging. and LIKE EVERYONE KAY?! : D yays : D okok.i shall POST PICTURES SOON : D LOVE MY LAPTOPP : D the icons are like 3Ds ahahahax. window vista

hahahax. have not updated for a LONGLONG time. well my life getting more interesting : D hahahax. shall update : D .anyways sat went for acs barker funfair in the morning with my cousins. hahahx. super fun. omg.i love tat sch can.hahahax. so richh one. even the girls toilet in acs barker better than the ones in rg. hahahax. aiyahh rich school lahx. hahahax. the funfair was fun oso lahx. hahahax. some parent volunteered $1000 to dunk their vice principal okay. ONE THOUSAND bucks. hahahax. just to dunk. hahahax. den went for NYPS funfair : D YAYYAYYAY : D get to see all my WONDERFUL friends : D hahahax. its like so different the feeling. just like 7 months ago i was still there studying then now... ahhahax. den ohyah i dunked mr lim : D hahahax. : DD den we just play around.ahahax. den we ransacked this stall. p4 tend one. den easy to bully : D hahahax. at the end we didnt get anything also.hahahx.nvm lahx. just for the fun only : D den we went island creamery. hahahahx. i found my pict...

HEYHEYHEY : DD yes. ahahahx. finally changedd my skin : D ahahahx. tat chocolate skin is so irritating : DD hahahax. just like my smileys : DD yeahhh.school starting soon. i think all i did in the holidays were trainings trainings , and MORE trainings : D hahahax. yeahhh. anyways de nats are just next thurs. : D ahhahahx. yeahh. I HATE SCHOOL D: blahblahblahx. i feel SUPER guilty. gahhh.im quitting french : D actually french is c00l : D like great and everything. but im not coping well with it ; and my studies too : D yeapppx. omgs. ohyah. anyways my bintan trip was GREAT : D hahahahx. it was totally AWESOME : D bwahahhahhax. yeahh.i love de beaches : D ohyah.and I DROVE THE BUGGY : D its like this type of miniature car tat its totally AWESOME : D ahhahax.now i can officially drive : D hahahax. yeahh.stupid holidays really ending soon. ohwells DD: ohh and johnathan bennett is HAWT HAWT HAWT : D

yays : D in 10min im gonna watch POKEMON : D ahahahahx. okok. there's a class outing today. dunno if shd go lehx. HMMMMMx... anyways yesterday me and iliana had GREAT FUN : D ahahahax. ermmm... shit.wad was i doing on monday? i rmb i went somewhere. dammit. OHYAHH. i met up with angie anna and jean : D ahahahx.working on our maths pt. yeahhh..: D and SEAWEED SHAKER : D we were doing it in macs : D omg. yeahh. AND WILSON GOT OUT DDD: blehhx.!! HMPHHHH. i think he can sing okay. de judges are just biase against HAWT guys : D anyways, yeah. POKEMON is starting soon : D ahahahx,

okok. im so gonna change my skin soon : D even im getting frustratedd of moving de dam scrollbar just to tag : DD hahahahahx. yeahhh. : DD yays.im slacking at home nows. no one is at home now : DD yeahhx. and im not going for srcs todays. BLEHX. yesterday training again : DD aahhahahx. only about 4 hours though. I SAW iliana and liyong having their bball trainings too : D ahahahax. IHATETHEM D: cause their training ends early : DD ahahahhax. ahahax.me and al's bowling dam power : D THE SUN WAS SUPER HOT yesterday. eeyer. and i already have that stupid shin tan : D aaahaahx. CHICKEN BUTTS : D ahahahx. yeahh.den went for div lunch : D we were being SUPER LAME : D yeahx : D PIRATES OF DE CARRIBEAN : DD i watched yesterday. its UBER cool : D aahahhax. hell those ppl who say its not nice lahx. ahahhax. JOHNNY DEPP IS HOT. yeah.i noe he's 43.ahahx. den end alrd.den ppl leave. den i rmb emily told me after de credits got the 10 years later thing lorhx. so i just stayed to watch. de c...

YAY.ahahahhax.im TOO lazy to update : DD yeahh.so if u wanna noe more about eunice's birthday party go tammie's blog : D and de arcade thing at alanna's blog :DD HAHAHAx.ohgosh. im SURE lazy : DD heeheex. yeahhh.anyways i just woke up : DD so feeling dam moody DD: ahahahx.hmmmm.today training again lorhx. my thumb alrd got blister.dam hard to bat can. HMPHs. so i got my BATTING glove from coach!! ahahax.mine's white : DD jocelyn was SUPER jealous : DD ahahahahx. hmmmm...den i went home and bathe and SLEEP : D i really love sleeping these few days. denn later im gonna watch tv : DD ahahahahahx. :DD OMG.and im gonna miss softball camp! HMPHXX. yeahhh.eunice im gonna UPDATE EVERYDAY from now on : DD providedd im not in de lazy mood lorhx : D okays.yeahhx. : DD

ahhh, im still dam tired. blehhx.i watched tv till late night yesterday : D and i alrd slept for 10 hours and im still tiredd : D wheees~ ahahahx.anyways eunice is celebrating her birthday today. yeahhh.some bowling thing.ahahahahx. : D omg eunice im so gonna get you.ahahahx. she just told me THIS MORNING okays. hmmmm... goshh.i keep going out these few days. tomorrow have to go with alanna to de lib too.ahahahx. : D yeahhx..i thinkk my piggybank would be VERY EMPTY by the time de hols end. bLEHX =x hmmmm...okays. nvms. I HATE MUGGERS D : they never fail to make me GUILTY and MISERABLE. ahahahahahx. wadeverrr.. i shd go for some how-to-mug-real-hard course : D : DD okay wadevers : D this shall be a shortshort post. TRAINING TOMORROW : D wheeeees~~ omg.i like training : D hahahahahahax.

YAYS YAYS YAYS YAYS YAYS YAYS YAYS TOTALLY #100% YAYNESS. today's FRIDAY . wheees~~ yeahh.and tomorrow's SATURDAYY : D tat means i get to go my cousin's house : D w00ts.~ okok.i better hurry up post. im SO IN LOVE with granado esperada : D the game is TOTALLY AWESOME : D yeahhx.anyways today went for training at rjc. ahahahax.at first me and jocelyn plan to meet at bishan mrt station so we can walk together then wont so awkward.aahhahax. den i waiting waiting den i saw EVAN! ahahahahx.she look SO cute : D okok.den i ask her how to get there. cause it was THUNDER-ING and LIGHTNING-ING there. ahahahahx.~~ den she say we follow de seniors who are still eating at de foodcourt at J8 . ahahahahx.ohyah.and while me and evan waiting for joce, we did this SURVEY on some cybercafe thing.ahahahx. i just anyhow tick derhx. : D den we went to look for de seniors.ahahahx. yihong happily eating away her noodles. elenaor looks like she's feeding her. HAHAHAHAx.den me and joce just...

AHHH.blehx.im so tiredd today. i've not been sleeping well these few days. ahahax.monday i slept at 5am den today i have to wake up at 6am.BLEHx. its like no difference lorhx. aiyahhx.anyways today went for training at seven(: HAHAHx.den stupiid jocelyn and eunice sitting there like so romantic like tat.ahahax. den they were like nico! you're FOURTH(: hahahx.den i huh dem lorhx. den i was just de fourth to arrive lahx.they dam diao can. hahahax. -__________- kay den we started training at seven thirtyam(: HEHHEHx. ehh den when we taking out equipment, i notice de sunrise dam cool can. HAHAHAx.its like dam cool.okok u shd go ask eunice or jocelyn(: ahahx.they'll noe. yeah. anyways train until about 1pm today. DAM TIREDD CAN. D: stupid tyre batting.ehh KELLY IS DAM POWER :D yeahx.and my hand hurts.^^ hahahax.i shd go get my batting glove soon. :D aahhax.den eunice and i were toking about going to buy together den she was dam bu4 shuang3 because she say last time went to buy s...

HAHAHAHx. im feeling DUPER DUPER high nows. ahahahx.i just came backk from my cousin's sleepover((: IT WAS SHOC00L(: heeheex. :D we were laming :D but it was DAM FUNNY^^ we didnt sleep till 4AM this morning kayx? ahahahx.and i still managedd to wake up at NINe in de morning(: and now im feeling sleepy : x AHAHAHx.(: blehhhx. im liike missing it nows. ahahax.it was really FUN^^ yeahhx.and den i just realisedd tat time passes DAM FAST canx. blehhx.i still rmb tat time i small den i everytime go my grandma's house and play with all my cousins.den it was duper fun lahhx.we always get injured in de playground one.ahahahx.got one time i jumped down from de monkey bar den i broke my finger.ahahahx.den at night matthew and damian always tell us ghost stories one.aahahx.den i always bathe with AMANDA! ahahax.okok. OMG.i just realise i have tuition tonight. AHH dammit. i would have to missed css2 and mars vs venus. AHHH. BLEHHX =x nvm.i go change my tuition to tomorrow can lerhx.(: NON...

YAYYAYYAYYAY!! can anyoone see tat PRETTAYE name up there?((: HEEHEEx. : D *satisfiedd* AHHAx.my THIRD post inTWODAYS^^ wheeees~~ ahahhaahhax. (((:

YAYs. the second post((: HEEHEEx.(: its in de morningg nows and i just have de SUDDEN URGE of posting about NOTHIING(: ahahahahx. THREE CHEERS TO JOCELYN!!(: heeheex.she made thiis VERYVERY NICE pic for me yesterday(: she was just playying around with her new PHOTO PROGRAME. ahahahx.and she came out with this.hey not badd for her first try(: HEEHEEx :D see.its quiite preettyae right. getting jocelyn to DO THIS isVERY VERY HARD kayx. hehhehx. THANKS JOCELYN. :D ohyahx.and me and jocelyn were planning a BATCHOUTING :D w00ts(: hehhehx. WILDWILDWET(: hehhehhehhx.(: YEAHHx:D its only de second day of holidayy and im SO WEIRDD alreadyy.(: HEHHEHX.nvms^^ :D