deafening silence

yayy!!! todays my birthday!!!! (30 aug) THE DAY HAS COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how long have i been waiting for this day?! A MILLION YEARS!!! okayy...not really... ermmmm..today during mrs lum period, she had this dunno wat general knowledge thing, so the boys listen and the girls just PARTY! hahaaa..except tat there is no food... they keep persuading me to open the pressies.. but i dun want!!!!!!! i mean i want to leave the best for the last?! hahahaaa...then i just open a few lahh... then mao sat on the table and put her legs up so we have to like cross it..something like mambo.. then we find her legs too stinky so we took the string tat used to tie deborah's present.. it was so funny. then cus eunice cant get through..so we keep pushing her. then she FINALLY fall.. hahahaaa..well..then got tug 0 war.. after playing the tug o war, everyone's hands all pain liao..hahahahaha.. but yyup..very fun..then tammie their group suddenly let go of the string then my group all fell on each othe...

today was one of my funn-est day ever(: hahahaaa....okayy..happy tat today last paper of prelim but still got psle!!! okay..shall not talk about tat.. okayy..so i brought my camera along too(: haha...first we took bus to newton mrt. then after tat we went to plaza singapura.. then we quickly rush all the way up to get the tickets then we went to toilet to change our clothings.. hahahhahaaaa... erm...then after buying popcorn, drinks blah blah we went into the cinema... this is how we sat.. SCREEN grace tammie me(: eunice mao yupyup..tat's it. then the movie damn funny lorr... ahahahhahaa..the fart machine.. oh we went to watch love wrecked(: nice show=D the cinema so cold): me and tammie didn't bring our jackets hahaa...hmmm... then after tat we went to shop for jesslene's present.. can't tell wat's it here.. haahahhaaaa... so after tat we just mill around then we went to snack. me and eunice shared the food. then grace and tammie. then mao and herself(: so hot...ho...

sighhh... my oral was so-so lorr.. my group the chinese teacher like very grumpy one lorr... NEVER smile at all... not like the teacher beside her.. AT LEAST she smiled(: im not tat crazy bout smiling but at least they should show us that they are not UNFRIENDLY rite? sighhhh... tat's not the real reason y im sighing though hahahahaaa... im just so sick of my friends.. errrr...better dun elaborate.. but i just can't stand it!!!! hmph! one day i think im gonna blow up REAL BIG!!!! sighhh...how i wish i can write EVERYTHING here... but i just can't... my english exam was quite good larr...at least the examiners are friendly-er..MUCH MORE friendly..then yesterday and today, janice and i went to kap for our lunch..hahahaa...she keeps stealing my french fries..hahahaha..then we took the wrong bus. cus she said any bus can go to kap. so bus 151 came and we both got on the bus. then the bus turned at the traffic light!! then we quickly alight at the nearest stop and WALKED to the ...

yayyyyy... i changed my blogskin! sorry saiying...ermmm..just wanna change so dun be sadd): i mean u're never sadd!! hahahhaa//not tat xiaoqi rite? ermmm...and tomorrow have no school is it? how come dexter say dun have...he say cause of founders' day tat's why but even if founders' day still must go school one rite?? \ hmmmmm...nvm larr...my hound of the baskervilles is STILL lost): boohooo. i already have 50 dollars in my wallet to pay for the book already... sighhhhhh...okay. btw, i did the typing test thingy..mine is 92. is tat counted fast or slow ah?? hmmm..dun care lahh. so am i suppose to go school?!?!?!

ermmmmmm....it's been a while since i update ya? ohh i dunno why grace recieved the email for the rgs dsa thing already then i haven't recieve it? even if u didn't get in , they will also send u email one rite?? sighhh.... dunno lahh. hahaaa...today nothing much happened in school. we finished our the 3D model of the singapore icon already..then actaully hong lao shi say must stop already then my group still like continue doing. then i was like watever lorr..cus they want dunno wat skytrain or something? then is like hua she tian zu lorr... hmph! wateverrr...zhen tao so irritating lorr.. to think i thought he was quite nice...hahaa...just because i dun tell him the answer for the zuo ye then he started saying watever crap. then i ask deborah wat her answer like just double-check then zhen tao was like no deborah remember how she treated u then blah blah blahhhhh...so crappy.. sitting near zhen tao is worser than sitting beside errr....a devil?! hahaa... hmph!

sorry for not updating for so long. ohh.my 1.6km run very suckyy lehh. i only ran 8min 16sec. so sloww...sighh...i wanted to run 7min something ...can retake rite? hope so lahh..hahaa...now like the class so lame lorr..whole day also play truth or dare...the dare so unreasonable one lorr...hmph! AND I HATE MRS SNG A LOT!!!! how can she like force ppl to sing one lorr?? she so good she sing herself lahh...cause rosanne suppose to go to ryan and say you're hot so i follow her there. then after she say, we started laughing. then mrs sng ask us to go outside and do our work. then we heard her saying add me and rosanne and saiying to the teachers' day thingy. so unfair lorr...so me and saiying went to hong lao shi's place after school. she sounds like so understanding lehh.. tis is wat she said (converted to english) : ohh..okay lorr..nvm. anyway, this is suppose to be you all plan one..if you really don't wish to perform, i won't force you. it's just the thought th...

today got ting xie then i last minute learn the mo xie lorrr...then deborah keep peeking at my answer lorr!! she lots of mistakes. then stupid zhen tao copy her answer so is like im giving the answer to him. but i had to let deborah copy as we already agreed eariler on. sighh!! then mrs sng gave me back the whole of my 6B hmk book. quite a number of mistakes. i finally understands joesph's more haste less speed?!?! duno wat he talking lahh..then today's ruiqi's class ran their 1.6. she say tat it was like quite tiring...she ran 10.36 lehh..can u believe it? she walked 3 rounds. she's normally not tat sloww. well im gonna take my 1.6 nxt tues. oh no.. hope i dun have stitches. cause i always have stitches whenever i run..then today bball we lose to deborah's team. they had ALL the good players lorr...deborah, mao,eunice,aidi,yinyi,liwen vs me,tammie,grace,simone,weizhen and rosanne. unfair riteee?!?! anyway we lose and yupps. nvm. im so happy tat im able to post ever...

yayyyy!!! there was no science and maths remedial. so me, eunice, deborah, tammie, grace, saiying and simone stayed back. but simone go saiying house do project so only left tammie grace me eunice and deborah lorr...at first we started playing at like 1.50pm. me tammie and grace vs eunice and deborahh..hahahaha.. we were winning big time! then the geps they came down. then tammie and grace keeps forcing me to ask the geps if they wanted to play with us. so poor me went up to them and ask them lorr....then they were like finee. so we played full court. then they veryy watever lehh.. is like we throw in oso got wat front line, back line one lorr.. more like fishing line ah..dunno wat they talking. then they dun even noe wat is travel or double then they anyhow sayy...grrr..but at the end of course we won lahh...14-4 lehh...of course we will win one lorr.. we played almost every recess lehh..i shot in 3 goals for them..i can hardly run cause my skirt very loose. the hook came out. then i ...

heyy diaryy, todayy was our nafpa test and i did quite badly..4As and 1B!!!! ahhhhhh!!! 0.1 sec more to get an A!!! so fed-up...hmph!! i dun care so much lahh...if i get gold this yr, then i'll be getting gold for three years!! yipeeee...do they have a special award?haha and once again me and deborah had a fight...is like we never seem to get along with each other..zhen tao's the one keep seperating us lorr..he keep saying tat i used deborah's stuff when i didn't even touch it..and can't deborah like not believe him for one time?? grrr... oh and today we played basketball during recess. actually i kindof misses bball..and after the nafpa, we played basketball with the boys..we were outnumbered lah and there is this mr low, he is a girl then he still help the boys!!! so un-gentlemanly... if not we can win one lorr... and i lost my hound of the baskervilles!!! im gonna be in big trouble):

thanks saiying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you're the best-est friend in the whole wide world!!! thanks a bunch(: i'll try to be grateful...hahahaaaaa...and ta-daa!!! a skin of nico(: so niceee...thanks saiying... high school musical rocks!!!! ermmm...okayy...today we played soccer then okay lahh...quite fun lorr...i prefer soccer to basketball...and yesterday's my prelim oralss..it was pretty easy(: and anyone knows that zhen tao looks like a spider? okayy...hahahaa.. hope he doesn't sees thiss.. i can only update once a while as...(you know why) ... ya... so ermm... THANKS SAIYING!! YOU"RE THE BEST?! (: smile always =D

yayy! i've found the last piece of the com and i fixed it!!!!!! three cheers for me!! nico is back once again-.-!! err...okayyy, i noe i've not blog for a loooong timeee well tat's because my parents dismantle the computer and hid the wires in different places in the house. So in this period, I was busy treasure hunting. I have to be quick, cause if they come back and found me using the com... today was fun(: me, eunice, tammie, grace, saiying , simone and yi wei , we stayed back and we played basketball. then while we playing, then suddenly got three boys come up to us and say they wanted to challenge us. Three against 7?? they were bound to lose, and they did. they were i think p4 bball team members. And they were pretty rough. Eunice had met her match.. hahahaa...and of course we won 30-11. The eleven points were mostly freeshots. if we counted how many times we got injured, the score would be 100-11. it's just tat we let them only lorr...keeps cheating...and they l...

why doesnt kindness begets kindness? why is this world full of lies? why is there hatred? why is life so unfair? why is there so many unanswered questions? why are there betrayers? why are there hypocrites? all of them are just the same.. JUST THE SAME!! all they do is push u down the hill. never once did they not. I"VE HAD IT!!! everyday's meaninless for me. whenever i got to school, the same thing will happen. some of them are just hypocrites, others are backstabbers, some are backstabberss..and they thought they were having fun. do they know how i felt?no. they burst into laughter. today's the first day i didn't play basketball with them. the first time i willingly didn't play. not because of rain. not because of them. it's because i guess there's no point. there's no such thing as friend. best friends forever are just lies...

guess wad i bought for deborah?? a bilabong pencil caseee...it's extremely long..i measured-32.8cm^^ ermm so today's deborah's b'dae and i gave her the present but she didnt even say thank u... such a meanie...ow...my knee still hurts...eunice fault lorrr. tripped me during basketball..now got 1 big cut on my legg. so i need to tell my parents my marks todayy, and im soo scared. i mean i scored so badlyy)= how on the earth m i going to apply for dsa with such crappy results??? anyway today i decided to update my blog.. dun ever think im gonna have the timee anymore.. hahahahaa...tammie and grace very dumb leh. i found out wad b'dae present they bought for me. they post it on their blog. oh and i officially declare im not playing maple anymoreee. it's so boring.. so play raikon lorrr..wanted to play world of warcraft but aiyahh dun wan lahh...so im still gonna die of boredomm...sigh..

okayy.so finally exams are over. not really though. so got the chance to hang on com...tomorrow is deborah's birthday celebration so we all going pulau ubin.. ermmm...andd...okayy,knew my marks but im soo not going to post it here(: i got a new neighbour..then this boy 5yrs onlyy so cuteee(: im thinking of wad to buy for deborah lehh.. thought of buying her quiksliver pencil box but jesslene buying, then thought of buying her bilabong wallet then her mother buy for her le. so at the end , i still at a loss...she got like everything she needed so no need buy her present lahh. then yesterday me shiyuan, eunice, tammie, grace discussing wad to buy for deborah and we thought not buying anything for her(: okay lahh. im not that mean. i will buy something for her lahh.. the eunice ahh... tat time we playing heart attack. then she beat very until very hard!! then after we started playing truth and dare. so we dared shi yuan to cut pei da's hair and pei da chased her all around the cl...

stupid phionna and her big mouth! she likes shooting her mouth off. she will be shooted if she doesnt stop shooting her mouth off..hahaaaaaaa...okay. basketball not fun anymoreee. okay. deborah keeps eating IN FRONT OF ME!!!! she noes im sorta a bit sick then cant eat those chips then she PURPOSELY ask tammie grace saiying shiyuan and etc. to eat in front of meeee!!!!! so infuirating! hmph!!!!!! n today the chi compo okay lah. i wrote abt the unlucky thingy lorr...n mdm sim didnt come to sch today so the whole class change seat. then the teacher noe a boy change seat lah. then she ask all those who changed seat to go back to their seats. then the whole class stand uppp..so funny. shd see the expression on her face. so shocked. and erm...gotta do homeworks. so byeeeee.... ohhh and as a good friend horr, im helping simone to advertise on her blog: http://childhood-frens.blogspot.com see im so nice(: such a good friend i noe(: okay. better stop crapping. gotta gooooo....

okay...i officially announce i hate me sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there's nothing more in this world i can hate but herrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so today has been a bad day for mee...well i guess so. oh n i had my oral today too. the oral was okay lahh...actually im suppose to go tomorrow but was sick so had to go today...well...I HATE PHIONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life is sooooo unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y must i be sick AGAIN?!?!?!!! im gonna die of boredom at home...nothing to do. i do miss school. i miss my friends. i miss basketball. i miss...almost everything... ohh and today's grace b'dae!!!! i gave her the present already(: okok...dont wish to blog much. and I HATE MEDICINES!!!

i miss campus superstarrrrr!!! ahhhhh...yuyang sooo cute(: okok...i love them(: okok.gonna cry liaoxx. so fast. i dun want it to end. good things will come to an end. but why this way? cant good things last forever? cant it stay till eternity? i guess tat's life. well life is never fair. sometimes when you want it to last, it wont. but whyyyy??? why must time fly so fast? why cant time stop? it's always like thad. is tat the life i used to know? the life i know is carefree and relax.. but this life now??? so all i have now is just the memories floating back to me. let my heart fly free into the skies and heavens above..let it take my wish upp to heaven. where everlasting is. where eternity is.will it ever happened? time just smashed away all my heart desires. everything starts coming back like it never does. he took everything away and left me with a broken heart. things wont be the same anymore. if only this would never end. where my fantanized dreams is. there was only moon, ...

yayy!!! my computer is fixed(: now i can play all i want. boo hoo...i want ragnarok. it's still updating...anywayz i doubt i can still play as schs are starting and blah blah blah...have not finish my hws yet..it's not my fault tat there are lots of hws...yay! say hello to the new lvl 50 speargirl. okok..i dun wish to play maple anymore. it's sooooo...soooo...so boring! but still kinda like it S0METIMES.. soo.. i have to do my homeworks now or i'll have to die.. byeeeeee

hahaaaaa!!!! yay! i finally got to play computer...thinking of guild name for me guild. it's for all the maplers in 6C . well austin says he wanna be guild master which i do not allow him to. unless he pays for emblem which costs 3.4 mil. he claims he has 10mil. saiying and me will be the guild master(: yes! 34% more to zakum! heeheee.. ok. got back my results. it's fairly cool. i like my sitting arrangement! im right at the back. soooo the teacher can't really see me as austin is blocking me. hah! zhen tao broke his arm. im gonna break his another arm.(: okay. tat's not exactly a good thing. i miss ragnarok. my 'husband' must have divorce me. haha... well tat's not exactly my fault cuz the server is updating so i got no chance at all to play. holiday's coming upp and i bet there'll be lots of homeworks... okay. gtg mapling. byeeeeeeeee